Sunday, February 21, 2016

late nights

Late nights are THE best. My mind is all screwy and my body starts taking on weird shapes and positions because of the exhaustion and excitement of staying up late. I always feel like during the day and through school my mind is just filled with expectations and deadlines, but at night my mind is finally open.
Nothing but the moon and its stars can see me in the dead of night.
Nights the only time I'm able to think without influence, dream without judgement, and remember in silence. As a kid I didn't like the dark all too much. I saw creatures come out of my closets and look me right in the eyes but I was taught that it was just my imagination nd it wasn't real, they sure seemed real, and I`m told that if I try hard enough I can control my dreams, but I always seemed to be one step ahead of myself and the control would always backfire into some new challenge.

but now I accept the dark and the creatures that roam throughout it. Nothing could hurt me when I'm alone in the night, life is too amused by the perfect scenarios I run through my head that my expected self knows will never happen, And death is too scared of what I might be able to achieve in that state of mind.
I mean given all I do in the dark is sleep, read, think, and the occasional past dwelling but that doesn't matter....death is constantly afraid of my hugeness anyway.
sometimes the best way to get to know a person is to view their night side, when they seem they`re on drugs but they`re just tired, that happens to me a lot, and some of a persons best writing can come from the night.
Just put down whatever seems to come through your open mind, and never backspace! even for those spelling errors. Maybe whatever picture you paint is trash to you, who cares one mans trash is another mans treasure, this picture
 Is just a picture of another lake to some people, but to me this picture is amazing because that is the area that some of my greatest memories were created. So write whatever who cares? There` seven billion people on this earth at least one guy has got to like it I mean c`mon.


2 comments:

  1. "death is too scared of what I might be able to achieve in that state of mind."

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    & amen, son. The rough drafts are just as important as the things we actually publish.

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  2. "Nights the only time I'm able to think without influence, dream without judgement, and remember in silence."

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